Statically Descending

Statically descending, kidding around
As the spontaneous breath stops;
Strength races, muscles are out
As I’m a stick in the bonfire glow.
Dumbfounded variables 'fore the perseverance
Of my trembling self-control
For able was I to collapse, a lot, hence,
I lay among the debris, substance less,
Aimlessly, no star, no beaches,
No rafts to wait for me
For you stashed away my rows
For you carved a scar into it
But there’s no regret worth fighting for
And maybe this hatred do is legit
But if hatred is what you want to show
Hate me 'till it’s nothing but love.