At The Bottom Of A Hole

I’ve had enough
Of never being good enough
To climb my way up
To your marble pedestal
So as I stand alone
Down here I think of
What you taught me
Without even saying a word.
I’ve had enough
Of never being strong enough
To reach for all
Things I’m longing for
Though now I know
How not to hate the love
For you I kindly save in
A dusty cellar beneath my ribs.
'Cause I’ve been waiting
For a thousand years
To see through your dark stare
To see the world
That lies beyond
And I’m still standing
All alone with all
The wrongest speeches ever
And a blade resting in my palm.
I’ve had enough
Of never being me enough
I’ve had enough
Of living like a ghost.
Reality won’t fit my needs anymore
My Queen, I’m letting it all go
For it’s time to panic,
Time to beg for mercy
Kneeling down
Banging at your door.
Your Highness, we’ll have it all
At the bottom of a hole.