Wonder

I’m wasting my life
To find somebody like you.
I’m tired of lying
With my heart on a noose
‘Cause I’ve already colored
The life that you drew.
I just sit here and wonder
If I’ll ever get through.

I’m falling apart
Behind a cigarette’s smoke.
I’m trying to hold on,
Hide your name in my songs
So wherever you’ll go
You’ll know you won’t be alone
And I wonder if you’ll smile
When you’ll sing along.

I’m forgetting the pain
As I walk through the rain
And I’ll burn all the words
That I didn’t say
‘Cause you shatter my world,
You can walk through my walls.

I’m wasting my words
To be the song that you like,
I’m tired of wearing me out
Waving goodbyes
‘Cause I’ve already given up,
I’m letting you down
And I wonder if this time
I’ll get out alive.

I’m forgetting the pain
As I walk through the rain
And I’ll burn all the words
That I didn’t say
‘Cause you shatter my world,
You can walk through my walls.
I would lose it all but I think
I’d crawl back through memories
To fight back my shame:
You’re my wonder.