Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi

I’ve lost my smile,
Postponed my tears
And glued a note upon the fridge:
It says: “I’ll be back
When someone reads this.”
And I breastfeed my OCD,
My doctors say I need no pills
But four weeks of lobotomies

And my imaginary girlfriend
Broke up with me again
So why do I keep sending flowers
To my address?

I don’t know
If I’ll go home tonight
‘Cause nobody did the dishes
And nobody missed me at all
And I don’t know
If I’ll go out tonight
‘Cause nobody washed my blue jeans
And nobody’d care, after all.

I’ve lost my mind
And sued my dreams,
I’ve thrown a bottle to the sea,
The note inside reads
“Come here, please.”
And I’m a burden to my feet,
I’m laying talking about me
But my psychologist
Is cutting both her wrists

And automatic doors at malls
Don’t open for me
And I’ve never been kissed:
My parents used to high-five me.

I don’t know
If I’ll go home tonight
‘Cause nobody did the dishes
And nobody missed me at all
And I don’t know
If I’ll go out tonight
‘Cause nobody washed my blue jeans
And nobody’d care, after all

And I don’t know
If I’ll go home tonight
‘Cause nobody did the dishes
And nobody missed me at all
And I don’t know
If I’ll go out tonight
‘Cause nobody washed my blue jeans
Well, nobody’d care, after all.