Heartdrops

And I’m out of rhymes again,
The wall clock strikes twenty to three
As I’m trying to draw your face
With every ring of smoke I breathe.
Have I flown too fucking far away
With these stupid paper wings?
And I’m staring at this glass of wine
I do not dare to drink.

I revolve around these passing hours
Flushing down the sink;
Am I wasting time?
Or is this how a perfect life should be?
Have I ever loved someone enough
To want to spend my future with?
Do I really ask too much
And are there answers to these tears?

As we sing under poison rains
And all the heartdrops that we bled
And we scream ‘cause satisfaction
Never added us as friends
And we won’t sleep tonight
To choke upon a song.
Our plan B got fucked up
A long, long time ago.

I’m hanging from the ceiling,
All that glittered turned to bleach.
I’ve been waiting for what y’all call God
And I’m tired of these beliefs
For the rope with which I’m tied
Is slowly cutting off my wrists
As you pull the trigger,
As I’m neck deep in my shit.

I’m already out of luck,
My favorite clover counts a leaf
And I feel like I’m the only one
Whose head won’t need a shrink
Though I found my heart on eBay
And I’m the only one who bids
While I’m wasting time to post a quote
Nobody’ll ever read