Come What May

Am I wrong
Or I’m just a little crazier than you?
Have you ever tried
To live without love?
Does it hurt?
Does it make you feel
The way I do?
The weight of my decisions
Is the reason I’m alone.

But there’s a way out of my castle,
I left my tears behind those doors.
I watched the people
Through the cold bars of my cage.

I’m not strong,
I am just a little cleverer than you.
have you ever tried
To bear the scars of someone else?
You don’t know
What it’s like to be a ghost
Trapped between doubts
And mistakes.

But there’s a way out of my castle,
I left my fears beneath my bed.
I watched the people
Through the mirror of my shame.

Come what may,
I will still believe in miracles
Day by day,
Wearing out my biggest smile
And you say that there’s a paradise
Yet I won’t deserve a room there
So I guess I’ll stay here
Letting everything
Slip on and on.